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bitter & sad you wanna know what's hard? its not when i don't get to see you as often as i like it. its not when i don't think of you at night. its when you start loving me knowing that its not right. i said i miss you. you said you miss me more. you said goodbye i said why too soon. you said i love you. i said so why do you have to go. you said coz my friend is in love with you. do you know how much you hurt me? how i felt when you ignored me? how much pain i have to hide? how many tears i have cried? how i felt when i let you go? i just have to let you know all those times i've been loving you, why didn't you tell me that you love me too? i hate weakness in a person. your so called love and emotions are signs that you are weak. you're weak bcoz you love. i hate you. i hate you coz you make me weak, so weak.. can't picture myself without you in my life knowing that someday you'll leave me all alone but that won't be my reason to stop myself from loving you coz no matter how hard i try, i'll still end up in love with you. if all is fair, why did you hurt me so? if all ends well then why did you have to go? and if happily ever after is true, then why am i here crying over you? i've honestly tried to let go of you, i've honestly tried to forget you, i've honestly tried not to think of you, but i honestly can't, coz i honestly dont want to. if only forever existed, if only forever is real. if only that's what you wanted then it would be forever that i madee you feel. but i guess it's all a fantasy, forever isn't true. but if it was, could i start forever with you? what's sad about loving somebody is whom you are not good enough bcoz somebody else still occupies his mind and his heart and you know you cant compete. its hard to love someone.. harder to love someone who doesn't love you.. but the hardest thing is to fall in love w/ someone you vowed never to fall for. it hurts to love someone and not being loved in return but what is most painful is to love and never find the courage to let that person know how you feel. to love someone is knowing that you are gonna get hurt but still doing your best for your love to be noticed even if you know you don't stand a chance in owning that person's heart. if your heart gets broken by the one you truly love , don't let go of the love in your heart but let go of the person.. you'll never know someone might be worthy of that love… i chose to love you in silence coz in silence i found no rejection.. and i also chose to love you in my dreams coz in my dreams, no one owns you but me. there was a time in our lives that we became too afraid to fall in love bcoz everytime we do, we get hurt.. then i figured out that's why its called falling in love. when you find yourself in love with someone who can't love you back coz he got someone else, don't worry or cry too much just close your eyes and say " i will find the right person when the right time comes ". we may have loved for the wrong person. we may have cried for the wrong reason but no matter how things go wrong, one thing's for sure, mistakes help us find things that are meant for us. a sad thing about life is when you meet someone who really means a lot to you only to find out in the end that it was never bound to be and you just have to let go. it hurts to fall for a friend.. hiding your feelings , avoiding it as much as you can till you cry coz your heart fears of losing a friend and a lover you really never had. its hard for me to see you frown.. its even harder for me to see you cry, but what's hardest for me is to see your heart broken and played by someone else while i'm here.. giving you mine… love is supposed to be the most wonderful feeling. it should be inspire you and give you joy and strength but sometimes, the things that give you joy can also hurt you in the end… sometimes you wonder why you stay in the position that hurts you so much.. you know you could do w/o the pain.. then you realize you love that person too much to go. |