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bitter & sad when changes came to us, we tend to let go of a few things. but even if i've got so many changes in my life now, no change can ever make me let go of you sometimes destiny seems so cruel, so unfair so many pains and tears that we blame destiny. yet it's destiny that leads us to someone who will cure the pain if there's one thing i will never regret, the time you and i first met. its just not who am i to you and how you are to me. for deep within me, its something extraordinary your sun and mine rises at the same sky. we live our lives as it passes by. the only difference is i live my life knowing that i love you while you're there living yours, not knowing that i do if i count how many times you've crossed my mind in my entire life, i'd be lying if i said it was too many coz you oly crossed my mind once... why? coz you never left it if someone comes into your life, and for some reasons he couldn't stay, don't cry too much. just be glad that your paths crossed and somehow he made you smile even for a while. you may not see me the way i see you. you may not care for me the way i care for you. you may not think of me the way i think of you. you may never ever love me though i'll always be right here loving you. i can never love you enough. i can never give enough of what you need. i can never say what's needed when needed. i know it's not good enough, i'm not good enough... but damn, i'm loving you at my best you said you miss me, i just smiled at you. you said you need me, i just smiled at you. you said you love me, i just smiled at you. you went away not knowing that every smile means i feel the same for you i say a lot of things, you know its true. i mean every word of it, i love you. but then i got scared and this dream come true. for everytime i'm near you. i don't know what to do everytime you hurt me only this words enter my mind: i love you still. and everytime you hurt me, more of this words enter my heart: i love you more i hate you for ignoring my existence, for not loving me the way i wish you would. but most of all , i hate you for making me say i hate you. when in reality, i'm just loving you more... if you only knew how much i wanted to hold your hand and make you stay. if you knew how much i cried when you went away. if you only felt the pain i did. then maybe you could've felt the love i hid i think i'm the only person who believes in love. others say there's no such thing. but no matter what, i know love is true. how will people know what love is when they don't have you? i can feel you don't love me anymore. i can feel you hate me. i can feel you whisper words that is not supposed to be said. you know i love you. you would just ignore. but then i'll face it. i maybe stupid to make the biggest mistake, but hey i'll still love you more i fell for you, you didn't know. i cried for you, you know it's true. i cried for you, truly it's you but when i'll let you go, it's because you can never love me the way i do i’ve forgotten my broken heart, i’ve forgotten the tears i cried. i’ve forgotten the pain in me and all the hurt inside. i’ve forgotten all of this and what i’ve been through. but despite all of this.. i still haven’t forgotten you. there are so many stars in the sky but only some are radiant enough to be noticed. and among those whom we choose to ignore are the ones willing to shine for you forever even if your glance remains somewhere else. if you think it's time to let go - just let go. for there's no point in turning back from what you have lost because the road of life was never meant to be traveled backwards. you can fall in love in an instant. it's letting go that takes time.. the trouble with love is, if you don't risk anything, you risk even more. wanting him is hard to forget. loving him is hard to regret. losing him is hard to accept. but even with all the hurt i've felt, letting go is the most painful one yet |